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March 1, 2006
i won !
yes! i won the lottery!... thank you lord !
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September 10, 2005
bad hair day.
i hate my hair. (huhuhu). when can i achieve those luscious shiny hair just like in commercials. ( dammiiTT! )
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February 16, 2005
Missing you
Over the last few weeks i've lived
I've struggled dealing with separation
For the past i wished one would give
Me the ability to provide communication
To you not visually on white paper
Or week by week awaiting your arrival
But audibly is the right type of flavor
Missing you, there's no room for denial
Pictures cannot contain your true beauty
Photographs rarely obtain enough words for comfort
Disturbing me tossing and turning me
Thinking of you cannot be aborted
Explosion, eruption, lava flows with deduction
The element which it needs
For its pathway of destruction
The heat is much needed
Like my association with you
To unleash and release
Devotion followed through
You are always in my heart
Constantly there on my mind
For missing you is a landmark
Where true love is divine
I've struggled dealing with separation
For the past i wished one would give
Me the ability to provide communication
To you not visually on white paper
Or week by week awaiting your arrival
But audibly is the right type of flavor
Missing you, there's no room for denial
Pictures cannot contain your true beauty
Photographs rarely obtain enough words for comfort
Disturbing me tossing and turning me
Thinking of you cannot be aborted
Explosion, eruption, lava flows with deduction
The element which it needs
For its pathway of destruction
The heat is much needed
Like my association with you
To unleash and release
Devotion followed through
You are always in my heart
Constantly there on my mind
For missing you is a landmark
Where true love is divine
Posted by witchme on February 16, 2005 at 03:06 AM | 2 comments
January 26, 2005
Lovely Day
when troubles come my way
i look to you and everything's ok
when help seems to disappear
i look to you and then its all so clear
when hard nights turn into hard days.
how i long to seek your face.
when blue skies turn to gray
i look to you and then i know its gonna be a
it's gonna be a lovely day
when i wake up in the morning, lord
and the sun light hurts my eyes
and something without warning, lord
bears heavy on my mind
then i look to you
and the world's alright with me
just one look to you
and i know its gonna be
i think its gonna a lovely day
when the day that lies ahead of me
seems impossinle to face
when someone else instead of me
always seems to know the way you know thats when i look to you
then i look to you and the worlds alright
then i look to you and the world is alright with me
just one look to you
just one look to you and i know it's gonna be
i think its gonna be a lovely day
when i wake up in the morning lord and the sun light hurts my eyes
and something without warning lord you know that it bears heavy on my mind.
when the day that lies ahead of me seems impossible to face,
and theres someone else instead of me always seems to know the way
i look to you and everything's ok
when help seems to disappear
i look to you and then its all so clear
when hard nights turn into hard days.
how i long to seek your face.
when blue skies turn to gray
i look to you and then i know its gonna be a
it's gonna be a lovely day
when i wake up in the morning, lord
and the sun light hurts my eyes
and something without warning, lord
bears heavy on my mind
then i look to you
and the world's alright with me
just one look to you
and i know its gonna be
i think its gonna a lovely day
when the day that lies ahead of me
seems impossinle to face
when someone else instead of me
always seems to know the way you know thats when i look to you
then i look to you and the worlds alright
then i look to you and the world is alright with me
just one look to you
just one look to you and i know it's gonna be
i think its gonna be a lovely day
when i wake up in the morning lord and the sun light hurts my eyes
and something without warning lord you know that it bears heavy on my mind.
when the day that lies ahead of me seems impossible to face,
and theres someone else instead of me always seems to know the way
They sang this at church during the offering. I couldn't help it, i got teary eyed. it's refreshing yet sad because i haven't been looking up to god as much as i should've. It's like too late (but really its not) that it's only now that i finally hear that song after so long.
With the message pastor ferdie gave today, he made me realize that i've been doin it on my own again. Not asking god for help when there are problems at the office or during the shoots. it has been about me and it's wrong. forgive me lord. it's like when something comes up, i go, "ok so how do i get out of this? how do i solve this?" no! wrong! it should be "lord, how do you want me to take care of this? lord, will you please help me get out of this?"
i've been selfish.. i've been down.. i've been broken...i've been lost these past few days (or weeks) it's sucky. it hurts a lot knowing that god is lookin down on me frowin with the things i haven't been doin. have i been obeying him the way i should be?
the ultimate question remains for me (and for you guys as well) "what are you goin to do about the grace and compassion god's been giving you?"
he's been pouring his grace and compassion over me even if i have been ignoring him the way i have these past few days. i can't thank him enough for being there for me when horrible things happen. people will always fail me one way or the other.. family or friends.. they can never really be there every minute and second of the day. only god can do that.. and who am i to ignore how great he is right?
*sigh* lord, you are my rock. you are my strength. you are my peace. thank you for loving me the way you do.
Posted by witchme on January 26, 2005 at 05:57 AM | 1 comments